脫節

時間過得真快。轉下眼又一個星期。如果不加時去做我怕沒有時間完成我應該完成的東西。 有想過在Twitter 開個account. 怕自己同世界越來越脫節。但我情願脫離“是非之地” ﹐like “是非book”LOL! Sometimes I just rather focus on what I have to do than mind other people’s business, except the people that I care about. And if I do want to care about people, I rather see them face to face. But if I have to see them face to face, it takes time. If it takes time away, then I don’t have enough time to finish other important things. Wow, such a chain and burden!

遺失的遺撼

主呀﹐求您remove我這種心情。我覺得真的很無辜。點解這樣事情要發生在我身上﹖還要是我最珍貴的東西。我以后都覺得這個是一個彌補不到的遺憾﹗如果我grandma 知道了她會有咩反應呀﹖主呀﹐有無奇跡出然呀﹖我究竟做錯D咩呀﹖這個算不算是punishment for my carelessness? If it is, this is the worst punishment ever. 我心好似穿-左個洞。因為我沒有好好保管住親愛送俾我的禮物。First it was my sister’s camera, now it’s my grandma’s necklace. 不是它的價值﹐是代表的心意﹗

Maybe 這條鏈是代表我奶奶﹖If I’d already feel horrible for losing something important from my grandma, who’s very important to me, I should feel even worst if I lose my grandma (I pray not too soon). 好似這條咁重要的鏈﹐我一唔見﹐就喊0左幾日。The reason that I regret so much it’s because it’s the love behind it. What if I lose my grandma herself? How would I feel?

有的時後﹐不會太理會或珍惜。但不在的時候﹐就會好心痛。這個是一個好重的提醒。叫我不要常常take things or even people for granted. 否則﹐發生D咩事的話﹐就後悔莫及﹗

不知要幾時先平復這種痛苦的心情﹐但我交托主身上。而我要學得功課就是﹕好好保管自己財物﹐更家重要的是﹕珍惜身邊的人。


Listening to: 夜機 (陳慧嫻)