Innocence

Have you remember that when you were little, you believe in anything that anyone was telling you? Like your older brothers/sisters told you that actually you are not a legitimate daughter of your parents, that you were adopted, and you believed it? Today, I was fooled a few times. Someone said something to me, but I thought it was really true, but afterward they were just joking around. But I really thought what he said was really true. I found out that I'm pretty gullible, but I guess I could also call it innocence.

Going back when we were a little kid, we were innocent and our heart was pure as a stainless white paper. But as time goes on, we realized that the world is not as simple as it seems anymore. Our innocence begins to fade and as we realized that people and the world around us gets more complicated, we became more complicated as well. As a little kid, we would show our surfaced side to others, while as we get older, we tend to hide part of ourselves. The more complications, the less happy that we get. I envy little kids, because their lives are full of laughter. They have little/no worries, and they truly enjoy any fun part of their lives, even just a simple piece of things they can get. I guess because it comes from innocence.

Though at first I thought I was foolish being fooled today, but in another good way, I could also say that I've gained back some innocence in me. But also maybe I've always have that innocence, and I realized that I still it today. And maybe also everyone, even though their lives might be complicated, deep down, they still have some innocence in their heart.